everyone >> me

am I okay with the fact that not everyone will like me? why or why not? how does this make me feel?

I am not okay with the fact that not everyone will like me.

I think everyone is a large statement to say, but if I were to walk outside right now to go to Walmart or the mall or something I will be in everyone else's head instead of mine.

I hate people who stare at me. It happened so much when I was younger. My hair in cornrows, my tomboy outfits and of course my skin, it made me so uncomfortable seeing people stare at me without an explanation.

It didn't bother me at first but as I grew up I noticed it more and more. I really didn't know how to not think about it.

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I really want to grow from this, to be able to walk around and do absolutely whatever I want without assuming the thoughts of others, or even caring about other people and their stares.

It makes me feel less than when I go out in public. It even messes up my self esteem when I'm by myself.

@chirpykam

I really don't know what else to say to this question. It's ruined my daily life.

All I can do to fix it in my perspective is deep breathes, less judgement towards others and continuing to live my life.